salt pillars.He's smoking again.salt pillars. by littleblueraccoon
I am forced to remind myself that I shouldn't give a damn. I resolutely pretend I don't notice, even as his cigarette expels long silvery-grey strands into the frigid January air.
He hasn't seen me yet. The distance between us yawns forward, a wordless expanse. It could be a heartbeat away or an entire ocean, but it is neither, just a slushy street corner in a quiet town. It's the place I grew up, a little community where the only thing to do is drugs and nobody has ambition beyond tonight's rest.
I used to think it was beautiful. The gratified park benches told me stories; the Sharpie on the bridges let me know of every "Someone + Someone Forever". The cliff, however, was the best of all: that was the place I'd found magic for the first time. That was the place I truly met him, the place I'd kissed him once like a secret and kept him as my own from then on.
We walked these sidewalks through long slants of summer sunsets, and we walked them through ice a